urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:aslightpause but you all can read anyways aslightpause 2004-07-01T16:02:11Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:aslightpause:387 2004-07-01T16:02:11Z 2004-07-01T16:02:11Z they days are counting down for everything.<br /><br />college, road trip, helping my best of friends move in, missing the girl i love.<br /><br />this summer has shown me what friends are made of.<br /><br />basically it has shown me how people work. <br /><br />there will always be error in human kind and if it always doesnt make sense it will still always have a purpose.<br /><br />its hard for me to realize how much changes around me.<br /><br />i guess cause change is sometimes the norm.<br /><br />about a month more of work left.<br /><br />yet i always say i hate it i think ive grown to love it.<br /><br />im going to miss the people there so much, well except for kreg.<br /><br />but i might even miss his mockery sometimes.<br /><br />ive grown away from what i love most...being music and film<br /><br />but i think it was for the better.<br /><br />taking a break from actually exicuting my ideas has left me time to thing of new ones.<br /><br />all summer ive just come up with more and more ideas that i will hopefully get to use in college and if not then in my later life.<br /><br />im scared to death of growing old<br /><br />the thought of dying makes me cringe.<br /><br />i dont think its the actually dying aspect but the fact of not living a completed life before dying.<br /><br />i guess its true life is really to short.<br /><br />-sbm