the count down [31 Aug 2004|11:51am] they days are counting down for everything. college, road trip, helping my best of friends move in, missing the girl i love. this summer has shown me what friends are made of. basically it has shown me how people work. there will always be error in human kind and if it always doesnt make sense it will still always have a purpose. its hard for me to realize how much changes around me. i guess cause change is sometimes the norm. about a month more of work left. yet i always say i hate it i think ive grown to love it. im going to miss the people there so much, well except for kreg. but i might even miss his mockery sometimes. ive grown away from what i love most...being music and film but i think it was for the better. taking a break from actually exicuting my ideas has left me time to thing of new ones. all summer ive just come up with more and more ideas that i will hopefully get to use in college and if not then in my later life. im scared to death of growing old the thought of dying makes me cringe. i dont think its the actually dying aspect but the fact of not living a completed life before dying. i guess its true life is really to short. -sbm 3 comments|post comment

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